You never know what will fall through the letter box


Today I had an interesting letter.....a letter informing me that I might be made redundant. In a way it was a stage before that actually. The letter to let us know that some people may get a job at risk letter as redundancies will have to be made.
This job is a care job I do on a casual basis. In one sense I could see how my job will be at risk since I don't do that many hours a month....then again getting rid of me won't save them much.

On the other hand that job funds 99% of my ministry costs so it raises a few questions.

One one hand I know God will show me the next step and on the other there is a gap that needs filled....

Interesting times.

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